18-Mar-2011
18 Mar 2011 Leave a Comment
Do you know I’m missing you?
Those days I’ve been very busy: my FYP problem, tests, assignments.
But I’ve always kept thinking of you. I feel so guilty, I shouldn’t have loved you so that I won’t hurt you this much, keep making you angry. I want to see you but I don’t know what to say to you as I feel so bad right now.
I want to bring happiness to you, but each time seeing you angry, I feel how useless I am. You were angry but I’m hurt, I don’t know how to make you happy and not angry?
you have msn, and yahoo account, everyone knows that. but why do you lie to me that you don’t have? do you find it fun when you keep building our love based on your lies?
You remember the plants we bought from Cameron Highland. They aren’t watered regularly now. I don’t forget that I should water them everyday. I treat them as our love. Now I feel scared when I look at our love because I don’t know what to do anymore. I’m scared that if I do anything, maybe I would destroy it. Can’t I do anything but watch it dying?
I want to call you, want to sms you to ask whether you are ok but I’m afraid you’ll get angry again or try to take revenge on me… Do you call that LOVE? *cry*
