21-mar-2011
21 Mar 2011 Leave a Comment
yesterday was my brother’s engagement day. but my mind was too busy to think of him so i forgot. i don’t know how long i have cried. i nested in my blanket and cried. diya said “why do you cry alone? you can share with me”. i kept telling myself to get up, because there’re lots of work waiting for me. i got out of bed at midnight, to take a bath then go back to study. i still cried, i didn’t know what i had written anymore, kept looking at the notes and wrote
this morning, when i woke up, i saw a message ‘breakfast later’ he texted me. i was so happy. he sent at 4 something. and it was 8.15 when i got up, it was quite late. his breakfast is at 8. he didn’t answer when i asked about breakfast. he didn’t answer when i asked him about lunch either. he ignored me. what did i do again that makes him ignore me? i cried during the afternoon, but in the evening, he replied my chat. it’s a relief though he doesn’t want to have dinner with me 
i’ll try harder until your heart is molten because of me again :”>
another rainy day, why doesn’t it stop raining? i want to see a sunny sky. cos each time it rains like this, i remember how he hold me walking in the rain.
