22-Mar-2011
22 Mar 2011 Leave a Comment
I finished my scary SBE presentation, and KMD test. I thought it would be very terrible because i couldn’t concentrate to study for the test and the presentation.
My FYP is still stuck, but sis Huyen suggested me to find Ali for help. she said he may help me. but he couldn’t because he went back to his home country already huhu my beloved tutor huhu 
( at least he gave me a hint to look for 1 senior’s dissertation who did the similar project before. tomorrow i’ll look for his project in IRC
This afternoon, i realized that there’s an IPM assignment given before midsem break and we have to submit next week. so lucky Hadijah asked her group mates for me join the group. If not, i’m dead T_T
Diya forgot some memories in the past. it’s a side effect of Kimo therapy. she often asked me how we met each other, and about something before my internship. sometimes i tell her to do smth, she can’t remember it after 1 min. but i tell her that, i have a good memory, i’ll be the one who can always remind her about the moments we had again and again, and i’m happy to do that. this year, she might get married, i think it’s good for her to have someone take care of her 
About my beloved H, today i still keep sending him message. But it seems he’s still angry. I really wanted him to say smth to me before my presentation and test but he kept silent. I know i’m the one who was wrong, the one who made him angry. But i’m still sad, very sad… cry again ;(
Suddenly this afternoon, I remember a poem which tells exactly what i feel about him:
when i first saw you
i was afraid to meet you
when i first met you
i was afraid to kiss you
when i first kissed you
i was afraid to love you
but now that i love you
i’m afraid to lose you
i do really love you honey. sweet dream muackzzzzzzz
