49 days: please remember me
29 Mar 2011 Leave a Comment
when i woke up, it’s another day already. i wish time could run more slowly. many times i want to explain to you that i’m afraid that we couldn’t be together so plz remember me. but i think you would scold me if i tell you that. so i just keep it in my heart and cry when each day passes. i want to do everything for you before i leave. i want to give you some gifts so that you won’t forget me later. but why don’t you want to receive them? you made me very sad.
you know what, i always feel that ur ex is better than me. she’s close to ur sister n ur family, understand u more. i know nothing about u, n ur family. sometimes i want to help u, want u to share with me ur matters in life but i don’t know how. i think u still love her very much right? i hope u will be happy with her after i leave here. bcoz i love you so much, i always wish that u could live happily. i love her smile, i believe that she would bring happiness to ur life. it breaks my heart but it’s ok as long as u r happy.
there are only 49 days left, i want to see you smile each day, want to hear your voice each day, want to hold your hand, hug and kiss you each time we say goodnight 
yesterday was my ex’s b-day, he wanted to hear hpbd from me, so i said. i never forget anything about him, just want to hide it in my heart forever. and i won’t ever forget you too. having you in my life is a gift from god that i had never dreamed that i would. i really wish i could be with you until the end since the thought that i would have to leave you is hurting my heart each day.
